sorry for my inactivity over the last few... months. i really havent had any writing inspiration and stuff, so i dont really know what to do besides periodically get on here and respond to messages.
but anyway,
im sitting here, awake, at 1 in the morning cuz i cant sleep. some stuff happened last night thats been irking me, though it really shouldnt, and i cant help but think about it constantly. and when i do think about it, it makes me feel like crap. i wont say directly here what it is (not something i want to share on the worldwide web). i'll tell some people if they ask, but if i dont tell you, dont take it personally. im feeling a little better by at least getting my thoughts out there.
when i was lying awake i thought, maybe i could turn this little turmoil into a short story? i kind of want to, but i really dont know how to write it, what will symbolize what, etc. so in the next few days, if i put any new deviations, it'll be of that

sorry for my rant. g'night all